When Elton John wrote Sorry seems to be the Hardest Word, bloody hell was he right.

There are so many things I'm sorry for, to other people and to myself too...cos I've not always been good to myself either.

Things I should have said and done would probably mean nothing now, raking over old ground would just hurt more...but i still think about these things and silently appologise everyday.

So here it is

To all those people I hurt by not telling them where I was,and not coming back for 6 months I'm sorry.

To me, I'm sorry for letting Him walk all over me and get me into the situation I'm in now...I Promise this time he's not coming back, however hard he's trying

To You, my best friend and the person I feel the most for in my life right now...I'm sorry that I can't tell you, and that I walk out of rooms when it gets too intense between us. Maybe one day I'll get over my fear and you'll find out.